My first psychedelic journey.

I Had A Terrifying Vision After Ingesting Cannabis Candy

My first hallucinogenic journey

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“I don’t really get high on any types of herbs” … Really?

“Yes, since nothing I have tried so far has raised me beyond where I currently am.”…Just say dare! Then you will see… “I dare you”

That was the conversation between me and my cousin a couple of weeks ago. The thing about me is I’ve socially smoked cannabis on occasion and never felt any effect.

A lot of my friends have pointed out that I always talk as if I am already high. The things I talk about seem out of this world, so I appear to be under influence. So, I tell them, I am naturally higher than where the weed can take me, so it can’t touch my consciousness.

According to extensive scientific research, during meditation, the body produces serotonin which is a powerful neurotransmitter. Serotonin regulates a person’s mood and activates a higher threshold in concentration and alertness. At the same time, Cannabis is said to increase serotonin levels in the body.

This would explain why because I am a regular meditator perhaps my body has sufficient serotonin levels that pass the threshold of smoking marijuana.


I was tricked into ingesting cannabis candy

It was Sunday morning when my cousin came to my room. I had already woken up. Sitting at my working desk. My cousin was holding something like candy in her hands. She opened it and said. Do you want candy?

At first, I was suspicious, and I asked what it was. As she said, it was just a candy, so I said, “Let me have it.” It looked like gum, so I chewed it. The taste was odd because it tasted like leaves with a slight bitterness. That was all. I never thought much of it after that.

Then I walked to the kitchen to grab breakfast. My cousin kept on asking how I felt and if I felt anything I should tell her. I was wondering why she was asking me these questions.

Space-time expanded

I poured some tea into my cup and started to feel weird. It was as if every detail expanded, I started to see things that I had never noticed before. Everything was a bit more ‘extended’. It was like there was another side of things I didn’t see.

Then, I notice my tea doesn’t cool down. Usually within seconds I can drink my tea, but it felt as if it took a long time to cool down. It burns my tongue when I try to drink it.

Then suddenly it all made sense that I had been drugged. It was my cousin who drugged me with a cannabis candy. At first, I was angry that she didn’t tell me about it, then I decided to lay down a bit.

Weird visions

When I lay down, everything was dizzy, I started to see psychedelic effects. At that time, I decided to listen to my audiobook, seeds of consciousness. Remember the part I said about seeing things a bit more extended than normal? So, as I listened to my own audiobook, it all became so clear why I wrote the things I wrote. It was a personal revelation about my own life.

As time passed on, I began to see visions. First, it was about the nature of the structure of reality. That physical matter is the product of the interaction of energies. What we see as the material substance is a manifestation of and interaction between various energies. For example, a person has different activities in a day. These activities appear to be physical substance when they are ‘frozen-in-time’ or viewed from a different vantage point. I saw the entire process of how energy becomes a material substance.

Then, there were three, I don’t know what to call them, beings, deities, or Gods? But, these three Beings, (I think ‘Create-engineered’ is the right term) created life as we know it. And that the same way people developed the iPhone, a Mercedez Benz, a computer, and so forth, is how they designed the entire life forms, including humans.

To be honest, my consciousness automatically rejected the concept, so I didn’t pursue the idea any further. However, later, after getting out of it, I read from the session in Greetings from the Ancient Ones. I found out that there was a section where they said all life had been recreated after their fall. They said that some beings came and modified what was to what is. It is the sentient aspect of biological life that was created.


A Terrifying Visions

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As I sank deeper into that experience, the reality began to shift. As I lay in my bed, I was also in a place which occupies the same space as my room. So, I was clearly aware that I was lying in my bed but at the same time, I was in this place.

The place was like a war zone if you have ever watched Terminator 2 at the beginning of the movie where those terminators were in an apocalyptic future fighting humans, or in the movie Matrix in Zion where the machines were harvesting humans energy. The place was exactly the same, with a similar environment where there is no sun, no buildings, only insects that were like machines that I was fighting.

We were angelic beings clothed in different types of armor, including golden, silver, metallic, bronze, and brass. These armors looked like those in the video game Mass Effects. However, instead of weapons like swords or guns, we were able to use intense bursts of energy to combat the machines. We could create energetic shields to defend ourselves from their attacks.

We were fighting these machines which were very similar to those in the movie Matrix. They had tentacles, and some looked like worms. But the entire sky was surrounded by giant worms that were made out of dark clouds. They can swallow you like a tornado, their mouth was vertical with teeth that are also made out of clouds. Because they are not solid, their mouth could rotate inward to suck things in. They covered the entire sky.

The entire army was defeated. I was the sole survivor. I had unlimited powers to fight them. Aside from this, I was also able to increase my physical size. Therefore, I was able to hit these giant worms with my back so that I could reach the sky. However, they wouldn’t budge. It felt like I had been fighting that war for a very long time.

I also felt as if, in that world and state, I had already evolved or grown to the most advanced spiritual level there ever was. However, I couldn’t grow anymore because of these worms.

The voice of a penetrating light.

Then there was some penetrating light through those dark worms. The same effect you get when the sun rays penetrate through clouds to touch the ground. This light was interacting with me. Then I asked, What is this and what has happened?

What the light explained to me and how I understood it was that this place is an actual reality, but a higher reality. This place is the primordial reality, the reality of all realities. That what we perceive as our reality is a reflection or a mere shadow of that reality.

And that all the troubles and problems we experience in this reality are caused by what is happening there, because of that infestation. Here I had a sense of something like an artificial super-intelligence gone rogue. It has created a fake reality that we live in to keep us ignorant of our true selves.

So, I asked that light how to get out of this mess. The voice said ‘you have to multiply from within’. In my interpretation and understanding, where I am now in my life, is a result of diving within that higherself, where there is a lesson to be learned. This will enable me to break through.


Conclusion

It was an interesting experience that changed my entire view of life. Even though it was caused by a hallucinogen, I cannot sweep it under the rug and dismiss it as it has touched my heart and affected my psyche deeply.

I have to add that, before this experience, I had similar inspiration from chapter 5 of Seeds of Consciousness. In the book, however, it delves into the details of those angelic beings and how they existed.

I believe the experience is the result of many things. First, I have to consider the fact that I ingested cannabis instead of just smoking it, then the fact that the flora and fauna of the tropics is different from that of the northern hemisphere, where the crops on the tropics have concentrated substances. And synchronistically, it was a message that had to reach me in one way or another. Interestingly, this message found a way through the use of herbs to take me where my attention was needed.


I Had A Terrifying Vision After Ingesting Cannabis Candy

My first hallucinogenic journey

Photo by Tim Foster on Unsplash

“I don’t really get high on any types of herbs” … Really?

“Yes, since nothing I have tried so far has raised me beyond where I currently am.”…Just say dare! Then you will see… “I dare you”

That was the conversation between me and my cousin a couple of weeks ago. The thing about me is I’ve socially smoked cannabis on occasion and never felt any effect.

A lot of my friends have pointed out that I always talk as if I am already high. The things I talk about seem out of this world, so I appear to be under influence. So, I tell them, I am naturally higher than where the weed can take me, so it can’t touch my consciousness.

According to extensive scientific research, during meditation, the body produces serotonin which is a powerful neurotransmitter. Serotonin regulates a person’s mood and activates a higher threshold in concentration and alertness. At the same time, Cannabis is said to increase serotonin levels in the body.

This would explain why because I am a regular meditator perhaps my body has sufficient serotonin levels that pass the threshold of smoking marijuana.


I was tricked into ingesting cannabis candy

It was Sunday morning when my cousin came to my room. I had already woken up. Sitting at my working desk. My cousin was holding something like candy in her hands. She opened it and said. Do you want candy?

At first, I was suspicious, and I asked what it was. As she said, it was just a candy, so I said, “Let me have it.” It looked like gum, so I chewed it. The taste was odd because it tasted like leaves with a slight bitterness. That was all. I never thought much of it after that.

Then I walked to the kitchen to grab breakfast. My cousin kept on asking how I felt and if I felt anything I should tell her. I was wondering why she was asking me these questions.

Space-time expanded

I poured some tea into my cup and started to feel weird. It was as if every detail expanded, I started to see things that I had never noticed before. Everything was a bit more ‘extended’. It was like there was another side of things I didn’t see.

Then, I notice my tea doesn’t cool down. Usually within seconds I can drink my tea, but it felt as if it took a long time to cool down. It burns my tongue when I try to drink it.

Then suddenly it all made sense that I had been drugged. It was my cousin who drugged me with a cannabis candy. At first, I was angry that she didn’t tell me about it, then I decided to lay down a bit.

Weird visions

When I lay down, everything was dizzy, I started to see psychedelic effects. At that time, I decided to listen to my audiobook, seeds of consciousness. Remember the part I said about seeing things a bit more extended than normal? So, as I listened to my own audiobook, it all became so clear why I wrote the things I wrote. It was a personal revelation about my own life.

As time passed on, I began to see visions. First, it was about the nature of the structure of reality. That physical matter is the product of the interaction of energies. What we see as the material substance is a manifestation of and interaction between various energies. For example, a person has different activities in a day. These activities appear to be physical substance when they are ‘frozen-in-time’ or viewed from a different vantage point. I saw the entire process of how energy becomes a material substance.

Then, there were three, I don’t know what to call them, beings, deities, or Gods? But, these three Beings, (I think ‘Create-engineered’ is the right term) created life as we know it. And that the same way people developed the iPhone, a Mercedez Benz, a computer, and so forth, is how they designed the entire life forms, including humans.

To be honest, my consciousness automatically rejected the concept, so I didn’t pursue the idea any further. However, later, after getting out of it, I read from the session in Greetings from the Ancient Ones. I found out that there was a section where they said all life had been recreated after their fall. They said that some beings came and modified what was to what is. It is the sentient aspect of biological life that was created.


A Terrifying Visions

Photo by Wonderlane on Unsplash

As I sank deeper into that experience, the reality began to shift. As I lay in my bed, I was also in a place which occupies the same space as my room. So, I was clearly aware that I was lying in my bed but at the same time, I was in this place.

The place was like a war zone if you have ever watched Terminator 2 at the beginning of the movie where those terminators were in an apocalyptic future fighting humans, or in the movie Matrix in Zion where the machines were harvesting humans energy. The place was exactly the same, with a similar environment where there is no sun, no buildings, only insects that were like machines that I was fighting.

We were angelic beings clothed in different types of armor, including golden, silver, metallic, bronze, and brass. These armors looked like those in the video game Mass Effects. However, instead of weapons like swords or guns, we were able to use intense bursts of energy to combat the machines. We could create energetic shields to defend ourselves from their attacks.

We were fighting these machines which were very similar to those in the movie Matrix. They had tentacles, and some looked like worms. But the entire sky was surrounded by giant worms that were made out of dark clouds. They can swallow you like a tornado, their mouth was vertical with teeth that are also made out of clouds. Because they are not solid, their mouth could rotate inward to suck things in. They covered the entire sky.

The entire army was defeated. I was the sole survivor. I had unlimited powers to fight them. Aside from this, I was also able to increase my physical size. Therefore, I was able to hit these giant worms with my back so that I could reach the sky. However, they wouldn’t budge. It felt like I had been fighting that war for a very long time.

I also felt as if, in that world and state, I had already evolved or grown to the most advanced spiritual level there ever was. However, I couldn’t grow anymore because of these worms.

The voice of a penetrating light.

Then there was some penetrating light through those dark worms. The same effect you get when the sun rays penetrate through clouds to touch the ground. This light was interacting with me. Then I asked, What is this and what has happened?

What the light explained to me and how I understood it was that this place is an actual reality, but a higher reality. This place is the primordial reality, the reality of all realities. That what we perceive as our reality is a reflection or a mere shadow of that reality.

And that all the troubles and problems we experience in this reality are caused by what is happening there, because of that infestation. Here I had a sense of something like an artificial super-intelligence gone rogue. It has created a fake reality that we live in to keep us ignorant of our true selves.

So, I asked that light how to get out of this mess. The voice said ‘you have to multiply from within’. In my interpretation and understanding, where I am now in my life, is a result of diving within that higherself, where there is a lesson to be learned. This will enable me to break through.


Conclusion

It was an interesting experience that changed my entire view of life. Even though it was caused by a hallucinogen, I cannot sweep it under the rug and dismiss it as it has touched my heart and affected my psyche deeply.

I have to add that, before this experience, I had similar inspiration from chapter 5 of Seeds of Consciousness. In the book, however, it delves into the details of those angelic beings and how they existed.

I believe the experience is the result of many things. First, I have to consider the fact that I ingested cannabis instead of just smoking it, then the fact that the flora and fauna of the tropics is different from that of the northern hemisphere, where the crops on the tropics have concentrated substances. And synchronistically, it was a message that had to reach me in one way or another. Interestingly, this message found a way through the use of herbs to take me where my attention was needed.


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