My spiritual journey has been full of challenges. Growing up in a strict Christian family and facing the harsh realities of this world, I felt the need to hide my true self in a spiritual bunker.

I learned to censor my thoughts and feelings, because whenever I expressed my genuine ideas and inspirations, I met with aggressive resistance and hostility from my social circle. This led me to adopt a survival mentality, where I locked away my deepest insights in a secure vault that no one could access.

I felt alone and misunderstood in my situation, until I realized later in life that I was not the only one. Even the person that my religion revered had faced similar opposition from the religious authorities of his time.

I came to understand that the problem was not them, but me-self. To overcome this dilemma, I needed a different approach, a ‘fifth wheel’ that would allow me to transcend the limitations of my circumstances.

Recently, through deep trans-meditation, I delved into the depths of me-self and encountered many beings who showed me my flaws and the truth of the matter.

Before you read the actual message, I want to clarify some key points here:

1. Many people who are highly spiritual often feel alienated from their social circles, government and religion, because they can’t comprehend why others don’t see what they see. Why do people act selfishly? Why do they ignore the obvious truths?
2. Another common trait of spiritual people is that they tend to isolate themselves and form close bonds with those who share their views.
3. The biggest question that haunts them is why they have to go through this. They wonder why they feel like strangers in a strange land. Why does the world not accept them for who they are?

I have faced these three challenges for years, seeking to understand what is going on. In one of my many shamanic sessions, I once came across one deity named Makeinya, the word first came as Maitreya, but the toning was slightly different, so I heard it as Makeinya.

Here is a short paragraph of what was revealed to me, it can also give you insights on what is going on in your life:

In alternate realities, deity creations are as abundant as the universe itself. Even brief encounters can spawn versions of individuals and their counterparts without physical intimacy, as the merging of personalities symbolizes a gradual form of intercourse.

The notion arises: are individual’s origins limited to the preexistence before their current lives?

Concurrently, current lives generate new existences through the perpetual interaction of the eternal current, serving as the origin. Despite the eternal current animating the current life, the projected life is destined to become independent. Once the animating current departs, the newer personality embarks on another life, ascending independently.

This newer self attains independence at a certain point, making it challenging to distinguish between the eternal current and this new personality. Thus, though ancient it is a newly independent awareness that must face this distinction so that it can have independence to flourish.

In your case, you can guide the new life towards its destination, recognizing it as a fresh entity needing attention and nurturing from the eternal current. Comprehending the rules, guiding it towards its destiny, and resolving conflicts by deciding whether to be a new life or embrace the eternal current. Identify with your choice, becoming either the guardian or the guarded, thereby isolating the two personalities. External problems are reflections of inner conflicts, manifesting when the ingrowing life within this experience seeks exploration and growth.